The smell of stress.

*a very very very long time ago picture of me and my dear sammie* sick of maths

It's already middle of october right now. Whoa, this year has been a year fulled with up and some little down. Change school/university/college for three times in a year ( I think no one can win me XP), face a lot of different problems that I've never thought that I would even face it? Friends going north south east went gave me a hard time, cause I couldnt find someone to talk with. Had lot of quarrelling in my house about me or even my parents, wanting too much is the ignition point of everything i think? haha i dont knw wat the crap am I talking about now.

Thinking back in the beginning of the year I'd set a year resolution for myself. (Click to view my year resolution) I said I'll spend more time with my darling friends in my last year in school, but I left school in march; I said I must get my driving lisence, but I havent even had any driving lessons until now yet; I said I wanna earn some money by giving tuition to my juniors, but ended up with by hot temper I cant teach at all -,-.

Like seriously, I never thought of taking A levels in my entire secondary school life at all. I was always the one persuading my friends to stay for senior 3 and fight together for UEC so that we can go Singapore universities. Like what we've learnt in the Lotus Eater(or wateva lah i forget the name), we can never plan much for our life, things change when it's the right time. God always have a plan for each and everyone of us. :)

I'm still surviving in A levels now, maths is still not the problem at this moment, just that I still have a lot of careless mistakes. For example, my positive and negative signs are always wrong in EACH AND EVERY ONE of my test and exam paper -,-!!!! Physics and chemistry are still surviving as well. Thanks to the very good chemistry lecturer of mine, Mdm Ng, though her speed it kinda fast and I'll lost track sometimes, but still understand until this phase. While physics, I personally think J.Lo is a good lecturer lah, though he's kinda strict, but yea, he's a good lecturer. Hmm, just that our class is a little bit noisy? HAHA typical ka-ka-cau-cau students la. :P

So, it's october! UPSR has ended, PMR has ended. Exams coming soon are JUEC, SUEC, SPM and bla bla~ My fellow friends in KC high, let's fight together as well! Will pray for u guys! :) For the senior3, it's the last exam, u all are free after this! So please study hard!!! :DDDDD For the senior2, okay SPM is a big big deal for u all if u all are not planning to stay for senior 3, so im begging u all too la, stop facebooking and start to study!!!!!! Dont follow my footsteps by studying last minute, if not u'll die gao gao :P Juec de mei mei di di, hahahahahahah study hard beh! U'll need the results in order to enter the stream u all want!!

Uh huh, it's my A levels' turn now. Having my trials or my first semester exam on 26th october! O.O Im taking 9 papers eh! ;) 5 maths papers, 2 physics papers and 2 chemistry papers! And and, the results from this exam is QUITE important for me, as it determines whether my merit scholarship is carry on or revok in the next semester. So yea, I need to, I mean, I MUST STUDY HARD. :D But im still blogging here so you think am I able to do well in my exam? Hmm I dont know. But I could probably sense the smell of stress even now already. :(

Okay I am done with crapping here. Just a short update of thoughts. HEHE. I wanna go shopping and sleep over in my darling's house after trials! :DDDDD

Ciaoz! Gotta go do my maths homeworks now. Jesus loves you! :)